why is it that when a got guy likes my photo, i feel like i don’t deserve it and i’m too ugly?
everytime i have a nice day, it gets to night time and everything bad comes to mind.
no matter how many compliments i could get, it doesn’t last long. as soon as i think of one guy, i feel like i’m not good enough anyore, i feel like if he doesn’t want me nobody will want me. I then do the stupid thing and compare myself to all those pretty girls, shit move right. i then remember i have to do the same thing over and over the next day, and i start crying. knowing i’ll start the day of shit, get better, and then turn straight back to shit.
When I have kids,
My daughter will learn that she is beautiful no matter what she looks like. She will not be insecure about anything and become a wonderful woman like any woman out there right now.
My son will learn how to treat ladies right not like fuckers we have now a days and have respect. Something i think that is becoming rare day by day.






